Archive for January, 2010

Thoughts

Friday, January 29th, 2010

The ignorance of the population is the tyranny of our times.

It enables every corruption of our political and economic system, promotes pettiness and divisiveness, and debases the soul of a nation and a world at a moment when we as a people face perhaps the greatest challenges and opportunities in all human history.

It is ignorance that drives us to pursue the selfish short-term objectives that seem to define our society.

Ignorance shatters perspective and narrows the world view; it displaces empathy and distorts justice. It foments fear and insecurity, which in turn foment hatred and violence.

Ignorance is the me we put before the we.

I am ignorant. We all are ignorant. We all can escape our ignorance if only we so desire.

If we think through the consequences of our actions, not just for tomorrow but for a hundred years,
If we are as honest with ourselves as we wish others would be with us,
If we reserve judgments and focus instead on understanding,
If we accept ourselves and others, lead by example as best we can and demonstrate that doing what is best for everyone, even if we don’t like it personally, is really what is best for us,

then we stand a chance at turning the tide on this, the greatest enemy of all.

Call me crazy if you will and pardon this interruption in your regularly scheduled program. I am just a poor ignorant human after all…

Just a quick update

Friday, January 29th, 2010

Apologies to all for having been quiet for so long. It was brought to my attention that my silence might be interpreted as a bad sign, you know, with the brain cancer and all.

Truth be told I’ve been meaning to get to updating for a while but between work and other daily life it keeps slipping away. I made a New Year’s resolution to update my blog (and generally to write) more often, and feel decidely remiss in having accomplished nothing in that regard so far. I am trying to mend my ways, however. Hopefully I can get something started.

Regarding my health, I had my latest MRI on my birthday (January 15th) and received the results, which are quite positive, a few days later. While the official radiologists report noted “no significant interval change”, which in itself would be good news, it also quoted the maximal radius of the primary enhancing region at 7mm. It had been 8.9mm 6 months ago. While 6 months is a long time, any evidence of continued shrinking of the tumor is extremely positive. On looking at the scans themselves, both my oncologist and I could clearly see a decrease in contrast enhancement, meaning less blood flowing to the tumor area, always a good thing.

I continue to feel well and am in the process of preparing for an official transfer to become a US Salesforce employee and an eventual return to live in the Bay Area. Much is up in the air but there is a lot of positive potential for the future.

That’s it for now. I’ve posted a ton of pictures to my Flickr site recently and received about 13 rolls of processed film to scan today. I hope all are well and hope to post a lot more thoughts in the near and continuing future.